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Thursday, March 24, 2011

hate this feeling.. tis is shit... she is enjoying n i have to go through this shit..ergh.. is damn wtf... i wun noe what she do n all.. haha.. fuck it la huh... justdont be bother will be the best.... loneliness is being a great companied..knnpcb.. this feeling is controlling me... i cant even rest.. wtf.... fk off la why cant just let me rest ...

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Wednesday, March 23, 2011

feel so emo n sad right now amd also having headache ,giddy n feel like vomiting...zzz...... sometime i feel that i m cmi... is not a gd one .... i been thinking too much.. is a thing that i cant change.... can i just dont think?.. solution is to cry alone to makemyself fall aslp... i dont feel gd...
this feeling suck to the core.

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Monday, January 10, 2011

gd bye my friend... sorry unable to attend the last farewell today... i know u will be at a happier place... u wll be missed and loved by us... that day when i attend ur wake.. when i see u inside the coffin.. my first thought is ... dont slp.. dont play.. wake up now my friend inside my heart cuz we just celebrated new year together at power house... n we are just 23 and u just left us...we know each other for 10years.. since sec 1... lots of mermories been popping up in my mind these few days... is priceless... hope you are at a better place now...rest in peace.. every oneof us will rmb u...

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Friday, November 19, 2010

is over? i guess is time to bid gd bye to this relationship...ya is kinda short 3 months..but to me i feel longer den 3 months n is not just 3months..but is kinda hard but stillhave to get over it... i can still rmb what she said to me...at first she was scared..cuz she feel very attached to me...when i was travelling the way which is the same as my camp she said this... i will count down wit u...and she said she like my serious face...all this touches my heart... i feel so happy and fortunate to have her...but i m just not good enough for her... i think i shld not be in any more rls..is reali hard for them... pple wit me will be suffer for nth... i just the same nv change.. its hurts but no choice i just sucks... crying wun make things better either ... shld have save some leave...at least stil can go travel ...
morale of story...a jealous person dont fit to be in a relationship..it causes more hurt den happy moment...

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Thursday, November 18, 2010

just as i thought everything will be fine... but i m wrong... haha jealousy seriously wun helps in relationship.... it only make it worst... this sucks... i hate to be like this.. but i just do anything to it.. haha and ya since i said is ok to go and she realli wanna go wit him alone den so be it.. i kinda tired of saying... just keep it la.... no point keep having arguemnt wit all those unnecssary shit..zzz

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Wednesday, November 17, 2010

i m feeling emo now... till i feel like crying? haha... ergh.... this is damn shitty...
i was kinda bad mood in the mrn...omg i was so damn nervous as i gonna meet her parent today... i keep thinking like what shld i get for them n all ... i m also damn tired and headache...so in the end we quarrel in the mrn...
when i woke up..she was kinda 'dunno' feeling ?...n so there goes part 2... den when we meet starting was ok...but until i reali stress abt what tobuy and she keep telling me stuff that adding to my mind abt it... keep thinking abt all the things...make me seriously ergh....having the fk it feeling...but after awhile is ok...actually there are alot of things in my mind.. i wanna talk to her str but i dont wanna spoil the dinner thing? ...haha... ya i think i just had to bear wit whateva she like to do....
in short i just suck...haha

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Sunday, November 14, 2010

Privacy? Own space? What the hell is that? Haha starting say don't wanna have any space... Den now? All these shit come out... Telling me online only...
Ya I know why cuz in real u can delete it easier and not letting me know ... Since all along u all had been contacting n u r hiding from me so I will just continue to be mute I don't know how long I can be... Hopefully as long as possible den

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