WRETCHED

2011-03-24T06:39:00.000-07:00

hate this feeling.. tis is shit... she is enjoying n i have to go through this shit..ergh.. is damn wtf... i wun noe what she do n all.. haha.. fuck it la huh... justdont be bother will be the best.... loneliness is being a great companied..knnpcb.. this feeling is controlling me... i cant even rest.. wtf.... fk off la why cant just let me rest ...

2011-03-23T10:17:00.001-07:00

feel so emo n sad right now amd also having headache ,giddy n feel like vomiting...zzz...... sometime i feel that i m cmi... is not a gd one .... i been thinking too much.. is a thing that i cant change.... can i just dont think?.. solution is to cry alone to makemyself fall aslp... i dont feel gd...
this feeling suck to the core.

2011-01-10T11:06:00.001-08:00

gd bye my friend... sorry unable to attend the last farewell today... i know u will be at a happier place... u wll be missed and loved by us... that day when i attend ur wake.. when i see u inside the coffin.. my first thought is ... dont slp.. dont play.. wake up now my friend inside my heart cuz we just celebrated new year together at power house... n we are just 23 and u just left us...we know each other for 10years.. since sec 1... lots of mermories been popping up in my mind these few days... is priceless... hope you are at a better place now...rest in peace.. every oneof us will rmb u...

2010-11-19T19:03:00.000-08:00

is over? i guess is time to bid gd bye to this relationship...ya is kinda short 3 months..but to me i feel longer den 3 months n is not just 3months..but is kinda hard but stillhave to get over it... i can still rmb what she said to me...at first she was scared..cuz she feel very attached to me...when i was travelling the way which is the same as my camp she said this... i will count down wit u...and she said she like my serious face...all this touches my heart... i feel so happy and fortunate to have her...but i m just not good enough for her... i think i shld not be in any more rls..is reali hard for them... pple wit me will be suffer for nth... i just the same nv change.. its hurts but no choice i just sucks... crying wun make things better either ... shld have save some leave...at least stil can go travel ...
morale of story...a jealous person dont fit to be in a relationship..it causes more hurt den happy moment...

2010-11-18T06:13:00.000-08:00

just as i thought everything will be fine... but i m wrong... haha jealousy seriously wun helps in relationship.... it only make it worst... this sucks... i hate to be like this.. but i just do anything to it.. haha and ya since i said is ok to go and she realli wanna go wit him alone den so be it.. i kinda tired of saying... just keep it la.... no point keep having arguemnt wit all those unnecssary shit..zzz

2010-11-17T07:57:00.000-08:00

i m feeling emo now... till i feel like crying? haha... ergh.... this is damn shitty...
i was kinda bad mood in the mrn...omg i was so damn nervous as i gonna meet her parent today... i keep thinking like what shld i get for them n all ... i m also damn tired and headache...so in the end we quarrel in the mrn...
when i woke up..she was kinda 'dunno' feeling ?...n so there goes part 2... den when we meet starting was ok...but until i reali stress abt what tobuy and she keep telling me stuff that adding to my mind abt it... keep thinking abt all the things...make me seriously ergh....having the fk it feeling...but after awhile is ok...actually there are alot of things in my mind.. i wanna talk to her str but i dont wanna spoil the dinner thing? ...haha... ya i think i just had to bear wit whateva she like to do....
in short i just suck...haha

2010-11-14T09:35:00.000-08:00

Privacy? Own space? What the hell is that? Haha starting say don't wanna have any space... Den now? All these shit come out... Telling me online only...
Ya I know why cuz in real u can delete it easier and not letting me know ... Since all along u all had been contacting n u r hiding from me so I will just continue to be mute I don't know how long I can be... Hopefully as long as possible den

2010-11-14T00:04:00.000-08:00

i m feeling shitty... so all along they had been contacting and i dont know?.. like a dumb ass right ... kinda pissed .. but i not gonna say... i just have to learn to take that.. and i know so little abt her... was stuck by a qn asked... haha... and ya i just simply cant make it...

2010-10-10T14:49:00.000-07:00

i cant slp... kinda emo.. i dont know why.. i kinda doubt her... like what she said all this... hais... why i alway in the disadvantage side?.. why cant i just like fk care everything... i love her.. and i realy do... she just dntbelieve wht i said...zzz...mayb her ex is better la ... that's y..

2010-10-06T13:32:00.000-07:00

i think i will just tell her...instead of keeping it and wait for it to explode out... it reali irritates me...

changes

2010-10-05T11:41:00.000-07:00

what some time u had said seriously make me doubt u... i dont know when is the truth and when is not...even something that i think shld not joke ard u still does it... i was like wtf.. ystd what u had said...like anyone else also can...seriously making me dont know what to said to u... somtime i just think that i just being used for the time being...there is a qn kept inside...i nv wannaask..i dont know what u wll tell me and even u tell me i dont know is true or fake...

in a state that i nv been

2010-10-01T09:38:00.001-07:00

i dont know what kind of feeling is this... fear? lost?.. emo?..down?.. i dont know how to tell... just think that i shld not control so much... just give n take?.. or forgive and forget?.. just feel that i m kinda breaking down...
sometime love is giving pple power to hurt u..
u took my heart away... and this songlyrics keep appearing in my mind..
there is no excuses my friend... for breaking my heart breaking my heart again.. this is where our journey end

everytime de same

2010-09-30T14:44:00.001-07:00

everytime will like this... i dont know why she cant just tell me str... she say she dont know when i m serious and when i m not.. so do i... i dont even noe when she is serious n when she is not... everytime gt smthgon her mind she will just say nth... den ask her abt it she refuse to say... den when she ask me abt wht i thinking she expect me to tell her everything.. what is this?..
den keep asking me things that she noe the ans but she said she wan to hear it from me... but after that still will talk abt it..
happy moment doesnt stay for long..sometime changes is fast enough that we dont even realise abt it....

shld i or shld i not...

2010-09-29T11:45:00.001-07:00

ZZZ...been thinking quite alot of stuff...shld i or shld i not?...arghhhhh...a qn that's fking hard to make a decision...although the ans for me is an obvious no....but...selfishness dont help in anything... how long can it be ?...

was seriously shocked today...she know what is the surprise thing abt...omg.... this make me even worst...dont know is a gd or bad things now...didnt realize that i had gave her a big clue...wthhhh....

2010-09-28T11:24:00.000-07:00

went out wit her and her friends... i dont know why.. today i m damn tired... just cant stop yawning... zzz...
ya and also quite alot of stuff i heard from her make me thinks abt some stuff... zzz... is not reali a big issues... so didnt reali said it out...just keep it will be fine
only thing i can say.. i dont mind meeting wit her friends.. but just tell me straight...as long as she is happy i m fine wit it... although i wont talk much infront of her friends to her.. cuz is like weird?.. n most of the time she talk to me halfway.. den talk to her friend... so i was like is she talking to me or her friend?..so i decided not to listen...
ystd was surprised she told me that thing she actually wanna to do it but didnt...ya although is just say.. is better den nv even think of it... it mayb a small things but will mean alot to me.. haha...

dont know what am i thinking abt...

2010-09-26T03:35:00.000-07:00

outside wit her now.. hahaha...she wanted half an hour to see her stuff.. so just let her be den... nth i can do rite..
hahaha... mind ar mind is so damn fcuk up... am i too petty in someways or am i just too da nan ren in the sense?.. is hard to come to an conclusion wit that...hais.. seriously i been thinking too much stupid shit ... but in the other hand she didnt even helps.. she will just continue adding it... which make it even worst at times..
sometime i think is hardfor her la...she like to go out wit him and talk to the other him.. but i just dont like.. how long can this lasts..?... no idea ... ended up like what she say to me... pple will start to complain.. why cant i go out n blah blah blah... just hope that day will nv come.

feeling down

2010-09-23T04:10:00.000-07:00

i dont know why... just feel kinda down suddenly.. dont really feel like talking abt it... stuff and stuff in my head is like no ending... fcuk up... why cant just be normal huh... why cant just forget everything zzz...

after so long

2010-09-21T01:40:00.000-07:00

Emotions will fade
Like day to night
They come fast
And leave the same...

so is that a gd or bad things?
haha... back again to blogging...mayb sometimes stuff need not to say.. just keep it one corner will be better?...
until today...same problem still occurring same stuff still stuck in my head...sometimes i really wonder...do i deserve to be in this relationship?...been reading on stuff which i think can helps to improve myself..but in the end it still failed because all those stuff stated if u r that kinda of person u dun deserve in that relationship...hahaha... character is so damn hard to change but i shld continue trying...
i hate it whenever i in camp things started to be different...seriously like nth can be help...but when we are out together...feeling is so damn different... i feel gd to have her ... i feel happy when wit her... ya tat's the facts making me love her...
how and what can i do to prevent those unnecessary stuff to happened?... ans is i dont really know...mayb i shld find a way...
her past is over...so no point bringing it back... but at times i will think of this although is hurtful.. she still thinking of her ex... and perhaps i just the spare...

2009-10-06T14:52:00.001-07:00

woohoo...tml is my last day out...after that no more freedom...after 8 months of slacking lols..kinda sian la...but no choice ...gd luck to every 1 man...

2009-08-23T15:36:00.000-07:00

woohoo...back to blog...as usual life is boring man... just quit my job on sat...woohoo...can rest for awhile... overseas trip is coming but not reali excited cuz went there once few month ago...but no choice cant afford to go taiwan or hongkong...zzz...n bad thing is my hp spoil..wth...now using my friend phone...pathetic right?.. damn poor to get a new phone... i pity myself LOlS....

sometime kinda regret nv study well in poly if not can go local uni..zzz...play too much...suffer more later..loLs... some of my friend ask mi after army wat u gonna do?...i was like lols... i didnt reali think abt it...just say let see after 1 year of ns den depend again... most of them wanna further study...ya that's the ans most pple will say... but by the time when u 1st step out to work... u r more den 25years old n u just start saving money after that to mi is damn damn damn late la......just think that time is reali not enough...

2009-07-28T15:15:00.000-07:00

fking sian..kinda tired of every single thing...zzz...

2009-07-22T14:56:00.000-07:00

wat a day.... damn shag...working from 4 till closing...after that went out till 4+...just reached home...spend total of 105 wth....jitao cui...reali have 2 cut down on lot of things la...end of aug still going overseas...money money money...zzz....headache already...just bought a magazine called 'time' from petrol kiosk...i think i gt nth to do...dunno y suddenly go buy magazine aso LOLS... zzz...

fking emo now...i dunno y...my mind just flash back something...that word was reali sarcastic to mi...everybody is like that... mood will be damn bad for the next few days.. dun ask mi y...

2009-07-20T14:41:00.000-07:00

working was shag...work till damn damn sian... but no choice i reali gd at spending money... no matter how i save i still will spend it but if nv work i spend even more...zzz...ystd talk abt bike wit my friend..wah was like damn temp to buy la...but no money....jitao from heaven drop to hell... waited for so long in the end still the same...zzz...money money ...
i wan money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money money

2009-07-13T14:24:00.000-07:00

working today... was sian la...but gd thing was time past fast enough...will be working continuously till sat...is sbs de... zzz...today nv play L4D was a gd start cut down cut down ... met my poly friend just now...catch up abit and plan for our trip...woohoo...will be awaiting.zzz...

life now is reali B O R I N G

2009-07-10T15:39:00.000-07:00

today work as usual... simply sian la... went home after work..i was like so happy can save money but in the end the usual group called...L4d again wth...zzz...but now gt new map liao seh.weewee but i still wanna cut down..and finally i can have my hair cut tml...woohoo cuz my hair is damn long la zzz...

2009-07-09T15:22:00.000-07:00

long time nv blog... cuz i m lazyyyyyyy to blog but now i am forking out some of my tving time to blog lOLS...zzzz been watching hk drama lately cuz i love hk drama haha ...my life is just just just boring la...zzz.... everyday is either work or play L4D wit friends.. n seriously i m broke not because of smoking or taking cab unnecessary but due to play lan zzz....need to cut down on lan ...
ystd i just did smthg great after so long...i went jogging woohoo... i like the feeling of after jogging... is shiok man...2 more month b4 enlisting ... i wan to quit s m o k i n g by oct....can i?lOLS...

meet di today wit usual pple...heh heh...went vivo to makan dinner den headed down to marina barrage den holland v...di went home to (ahem ahem) where else we headed down to loyang followed by yishun dam n lastly LAN agian at sgv zzz... n i just realise that dinner was my 1st meal of the day wth....jitao sian1.2... i had totally 4gotten man..wth...zz...no wonder i m so slim...zZzz..lols...

2009-06-21T02:33:00.000-07:00

woohoo...2 days ago just came back from bangkok...i wun say it was a very fun trip due to some blah blah blah....but overall still ok la...bangkok is reali a shopping paradise for gers cuz most of the shop selling ger's thingy... the club there are gd wit gd atmosphere and pop r&b song...the best thing i like is the go-kart there because is indoor track...fun ...we didnt manage to go their tourist attraction cuz we have not enough time ... woohoo... i will be awaiting for next trip =)...

2009-05-30T12:50:00.000-07:00

3 years of poly life had ended... n now i m officially graduated from sch, the day which everyone wished ...but recalled back of the fun n joy we had it is reali memorable,so gd luck and all the best to every1 as we will be on our own...cuz no more of meeting up in the mrn to have breakfast in sch ,skipping of class together to go out , disturbing each other in class and laughing at each other when one had done smthg foolish...

time files...starting from 6years of primary sch... 5 years of secondary sch and 3 years of poly...and for the next 2 years, some of us will be in army ...where else some will either starts working or further their study in university...many friend that we had known earlier will gradually become stranger...

next wed will be my 21 bday...seriously , i didnt plan how to celebrate on my bday cuz i dun find it special..but i had an early celebration just now from ts, gu , jh, fiona, leon and nic...went to hans at thomson for dinner after that went nic house for some drink...although is plain la but i finished work at 10..so cant be help..but thx anyway...

2009-05-20T12:02:00.001-07:00

no life no life no life...this week..there is no off day for mi...working from mon-sun...was like wth...although is just working part time for few hours but is aso kinda sian sensation zzz...my big day is just round the corner...pple ask mi how u gonna celebrate... n i said i dunno... even though wanna celebrate is like still the same old thing pub? chalet? bbq? boring lei...zzzz...

2009-05-13T09:16:00.000-07:00

work work work and still work...zzz..2 things reali making mi sick of working...1st is even though i working 2 part time job but the pay added together is like not up to my expectation i m kinda sian ...n 2nd i dun ustd y pple like to nag alott...is so fking irritating la...keep nag n nag...

n the best part is i gonna fall sick soon..wtf man...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-05-08T13:42:00.000-07:00

finally i gt time to blog for awhile... busy working for the past 2 days...was working the whole day... damn damn damn shag...but today special case...work for few hours... after work i went home and take a nap...den evening time bring my mum out for dinner....den after tat meet my friend n slack at yishun dam...today is vesak day.. went guang ming shan at sin ming to pray...this is my 1st time going there n pray.. the temple is big la... and aso crowded... zzz...

2009-05-04T11:19:00.000-07:00

as request from somebody, she wan mi to post this in my blog...

up next..something damn random. a draft post for CJ's blog. LOL.
he complained he got no mood to blog..so I said I'll help him.
and he asked me to do a draft copy here. LOL.

so. . .

hello everyone. our dearest mr TCJ is damn lazy and got no mood to blog.
so being a kind and annoymous friend of his, I shall help him hahaha.
mr T is going to be in army damn soon (abt 5 more months) so ask him out for dinner while he still can okay. hahaha.

oh ya, congrats to you agn for passing your TP(I congrats you once hahaha). hahah hopefully u'll get ur 2 wheels transport soon. ahah
gimme a ride okay. I trust your skill. HAHAHA.

signing off,
only CJ knows. LoL.

i did post it in my blog...so u owe mi a meal wahhaha....

2009-04-27T00:59:00.000-07:00

was working for the past few days...was like SIAN la... reali no life....and i had received my enlistment letter is at ard oct...so i still gt abt 5 mnth plus to save money and go overseas LOls... anyway clear my 2a...no need emo but dun feel happy just feel relief ...zzzz mayb onli i own a bike den will feel happy..Zzz...

2009-04-19T14:33:00.000-07:00

wahseh...time flies...tue is a day which i m gonna emo again if i fail..LOLS...but i m kinda immune to it liao...is just kinda sian sensation ...zzz...but anyway just do my best

watched handsome suit today... is a japanese comedy movie...although is funny and aso draggy ...but to mi abit boring...

went boat quay to drink...no special occasion just went there to chill and relax... didnt reali drink much ...cuz not a gd drinker lols... and i still felt the same dun reali like to drink...zzz...

everyday we will use this word wait...and i wonder how many seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years we wasted....

2009-04-09T15:06:00.000-07:00

boring boring boring...I M SERIOUSLY BORED LA....can any 1 entertain mi...wthhhhhhhhhhhhh...my mind is going haywire...zzzzzzzzz....starts to think lot of rubbish already... siansiansiansiansian...

didnt jog for a long time ...zzz.. soon is time to go jogging again...
now is mrn 6+....and i wan go sianing liao...update another day

Zhao An Ni Hao Jin Tian Hui Bu Hao.......................................... =)))))))))))))

2009-04-07T20:23:00.000-07:00

wahahaha... i woke up at 7.15am today... after so long ... finally i can wake up early in the mrn instead of slping early in the mrn..LOLS...went ssdc for my circuit revision for bike...tp in 2 weeks time...zzz... hopefully wun kena I.F again...that time tp was like kinda wasted but nvm will try again... riding was still ok after so long but still gt some stupid mistakes la... sometime reali pissed off wit myself...
woohoo...this 3 days ystd today n tml ... friends are taking tp...one of my friend just passed ystd...and today my friend haven inform mi whether p or f..zzz...

ystd work was fine...after work went amk raiders to find nic ts n jh to play l4d...den after that went s11 to eat...eat finished home sweet home....

2009-04-04T16:01:00.000-07:00

woohoo..now is 7am and i haven slp... gt work at 6pm...wth...sian1.2...nowaday keep having headache....was like veri annoying...working today is damn cui...some customer are reali idiotic...i reali cant stand them sia...mayb next time seat on them zzz....f&b line is reali sian..

i felt bad tat i said smthg bad when i went malaysia wit my poly friends...is like damn cb la... what is done cannot be undone...

2009-04-03T04:26:00.000-07:00

siansiansian...last few days went malaysia...although i watched 3 movies... zzz... confession of shopaholic , fast & furious4 and shinjuko incident...

confession of shopaholic is not bad... fast& furious 4 okok onli nth much... shinjuko incident is a waste of money...wth... zzz...

i cannot smoke too much of malaysia cigarette... if not i will get bad headache...zzz...

last night when my friend and i were abt to return to sg...we nearly being knock down by car and motorcycle... but lucky that no one was hurt...

2009-03-26T14:41:00.000-07:00

angry la...wth.... i slp at 2 ...wake up at 5 ...wat is this man... dunno how many times liao... jitao sian 1.2... my slping time is jitao cui.... zzzzzzzzzzzzz....seriously sia...i need slping pill...went jogging just now...change route cuz wan to run in a new environment...lols... finally got back my bedding from mr gu...my hamster will use it tml...wahahaha LOLs....

2009-03-22T15:48:00.000-07:00

ystd... something happened when i was waiting for my friend to fetch mi... i felt guilty that i didnt do anything... nth could describe the feeling... its just simply sux la...that incident keep appearing in my mind... reali making mi no mood for these few days...dab tlef i

2009-03-20T15:51:00.000-07:00

gt back my result... i m utterly disappointed.... no A at all...wth... for those that i study i gt C+ but for those that i reali didnt study i aso gt C+ ...wtf man... jitao is sian1.2...i think those project or report pull my grade down..nvm is overall but afterall wo bi ye le...wahaha...
nowadays i alway slp ard 9-10 am...i wanna slp but i just couldnt fall aslp...wth sia...from 5am i can lie on my bed till early mrn sun rise...is like damn jia lat.... den alway wake up ard evening time..wth... my slping time is messed up...i need slping pills....zzzzzzzzz...

2009-03-13T13:40:00.000-07:00

boring boring boring boring la...zzz everyday doing nth is reali a waste of time... going out is another waste of time...sg is too too small... zz...can we just go other country for free???zzz...was thinking wat to do each day... but in the end it is the same routine...wake up ,brush teeth ,on pc ,eat, watch show , gt pple call , go out, outside slack, early in the mrn go home, shower , on pc , eat , watch show, SLP..wth... i been doing this for dunno how many weeks...reali siannnnnnnnnnnnn...i wan more life...who can spare their life to MI???lols..think i goin crazy...

2009-03-12T13:29:00.000-07:00

so long nv update... now is time to write some rubbish... nowadays did nth much just wasting time and money wth.... most of my friend started working but i still at home slack and rot... so i think is time to find n start work... save money for overseas trip...
i wanna try to slp as early as possible... early doesnt mean early in the mrn la Zzz..instead of slping early in the mrn den wake up at late afternoon zzz.....i wanna have a normal slping time... zzz ... wanna go jogging soon... ... . . . . .

2009-02-26T14:16:00.000-08:00

nowadays did nth much ...slacking n watching online hk drama... wasting my life away..zzz...but kinda fan with some stuff...sometime life simply sux....

like 2 listen to this song when emo LOLS...

2009-02-23T11:40:00.000-08:00

took some pic from the views in flyers
abit dark.

went sg flyers today...1st time taking it...not bad ... but noe the real motive y my friend asked mi out today...was damn kinda confused la...in the flyers i think of 1 person...kinda sad...mayb think too much n hope i think too much... i hate to get into this kind of shit la...damn headache... so just let nature take its course...

2009-02-23T01:00:00.000-08:00

i had passed my nafa wahahha... i can say bb to 2 month ...these few days damn bored la.. staying at home and watch online hk drama LOLS....jitao tio suan by my friend zzz... ystd midnight went for supper...at upper Thomson there de hk cafe ... den went to yishun den i say we can go loyang to pray... den we headed down to loyang... the road from yishun dam to jalan kayu had changed... jitao waste my time figuring where is where sia...damn blur la...but we manage to find our way out to jalan kayu ...the road condition is better den last time.... reach loyang den we went in and pray... but one of my friend is christian so he cant pray so he acc us in onli... n at loyang den i realize my car door had been repaired ...wtf sia... i jitao laugh like siao y i sososo gong ...all the while i tot is 3 door but now become the same old 4 door liao... LOLS....cuz driver sit door's lock spoil so cant open from outside onli can open from inside ... but i jitao not use to it...lol... after praying we went changi village den went back yishun dam awhile den home sweet home...zzz...

2009-02-17T09:35:00.000-08:00

went nafa ystd... n i FAILED again because of 2.4km...by 40sec...damn pissed off but nvm will try again ... my stamina is fking cannot make it...zzz... i went jogging for 4 consecutive days... wth...whole body is like aching like siao...but no choice i gonna and a must to clear my nafa by friday...after that went to our class last gathering... at amk pizza hut...time files... 3 yrs passed...kinda miss it... n thx for our mentor who treated us...=)....after that we went to sing k at marinasquare wit the group that we alway hang out...1st time posting pic cuz i think it will be quite memorable... my idiotic look pic LOLS....

today, went malaysia wit jh ,ts n nic... meet up ard 3 ... reached there ard 4 or? i cant rmb... went there to eat , watch movie and foot massage wahahha.... but this time foot massage is better LOLS...unlike this 1st time laugh like siao...watch "house" a horror movie?... but it is kinda boring show to mi...zzz....after that home sweet home...den went jogging agian...is shiok to run at night .... one last thing i 4gotten to buy bedding , bathing sand and food for my hamster...zzz.gonna buy tml...

2009-02-13T12:16:00.000-08:00

wahahaha... wo bi ye le...damn shiok sia... 3 yrs passed... so fast man... kinda miss sch life ....all sort of nonsense... now is like aimlessly doing nth ... just 1 word WAIT...zzz...is kinda like wasting my life away...i think i will just randomly find a job for the time being... wanna go overseas... but places that i wanna go is like either kinda chaos or cant afford..wth man... seriously i m gd in spending my money... zzz...
saw this from a booklet i onli rmb my fav colour LOLS, the colour blue mean doesnt trust pple easily... and alway make decision guided by ur emotion...zzz ...

mei you ru guo by fish leong , this song is simple but nice to me...

2009-02-09T11:32:00.001-08:00

yesyesyes...2 more days and 1 paper to go ,conclusion is that's the end of my 3 years poly life...LOLS...today paper was easy but was also bloody shag...didnt reali slp ystd... lie on my bed from 2am till 4+ jitao buay tahan took a stick of cigar n went out...after smoking still cant slp..wth...after exam nv go study wit my friend...too tired... since i still gt 2 days to study, i rather go home and take a nap 1st...
missed my xin hua duo duo kai ...and today is the last...zzz jitao sian1.2...woke up at 9+ ... watch the channel 8 show...about engineering 4get the title..not bad... mayb that will be my future job LOLS..jkjk... gt 2 yrs to think whether to further study or work...both gt it pro and con ..zzzz...

2009-02-06T11:35:00.000-08:00

woohoo...2 more paper next week and i will be out of the sch...but i haven study zzz ...just finished 1 report n still gt 1 more to go...zzz... jitao sian everytime do last min work ...

nowadays my friend and i will meet up and study at mac... but funny thing was i nv study just went there chit chat den break for awhile we went to play lan(L4D) den makan dinner den go back mac to study but den i still chit chat ...LOLS...wtf sia..i go there is a waste of time unlike that time..now is all theory base which is damn sian where else that time is calculation so that's the main different...stop my jogging cuz i dun have time for that...zzz... shld i go in 2 mnth earlier or just take a silver so tat i can go in 2 mnth later?zzz...

wahahhaa...awaiting for tp...1 more mnth to go...zzz..

2009-01-29T09:45:00.000-08:00

happy cny to every1...

these few days pple are busy going their relative house and i .. slacking at home and watch always ready a hk drama online...just finish watching not bad ... this year as usual went friend's house for visiting at night den gamble, drink and aso broke my rule of cutting down but onli for the 1st few days of cny other den that back to normal...

today was kinda pissed off i wonder izit my skill sux or my luck sux...or mayb both...kinda speechless..will do better next time
high expectation = high disappointment ...

2009-01-21T07:36:00.000-08:00

such a tiring day ...woke up at 7 today for bike prac at 815... was like jitao jialat...did all the stupid things...is totally cant concentrate at all...damn damn tired... went late for my lesson at 10...went at 11plus LOLS...when i step into classroom my teacher just said...cj u r going to fail this test ...i was like LOL... cuz i noe she is joking wit mi...i just laugh den faster settle down and get tips from her for the coming test...lucky she is going to have a make up class next week so i can get more tips for the test wahhaha...after sch celebrate my friend bday... at yishun party world..den after that chong pang nasi lemak den slack awhile den home sweet home was like so so so tired la... gd thing is i just finished up 1 report for tml and the bad thing is i gt no time to study for nano commontest... that 1 is reali sian...no tips at all had to study everything ...wth sia... zZzzz... and i still gt bike prac tml i feel that i will fail LOLs...

2009-01-18T07:13:00.000-08:00

was so so so so so so so sian la... i gt many report n project... haven even start ...wtf man... this week will be a veri tiring week... 1 quiz tml , 2 bike prac on wed n thur, 2-3 report on wed n thur , 1 presentation on thur...that's all i can rmb...i just like to procrastinate LOLS ...

felt so lazy when i woke up today so i skip my jogging..lOLS..i m cutting down on cigar..1 day restrict to 4 sticks... saving money in progress...

wanna find job b4 left right left right ... in 1mnth time i will be register as social university (translate in chinese) student...LOLS...

2009-01-13T06:54:00.000-08:00

went jogging ystd... was like wth damn jia lat la...run 3/4 of bp den do pull up sit up etc... den whole body no strength... zzz...was like so blur after all those...guess i have to exercise regularly ...

today meet jh after sch , went to swim wahhaha... was like aso damn jia lat..swim a few lap was like cmi liao ...somemore the weather is so damn cold la....keep on shivering...zzz...

wth i just rmb ystd i kena 1st reminder warning letter for nth sia...i gt mc n valid reason n yet i kena...zzz...is jitao sian1.2...

2009-01-06T06:51:00.000-08:00

as usual was late today lols...i gt A for my wafer common test...LOLS...study for 3 year n this is the 1st time i got A ..wth...actually that paper aso veri easy la...i still rmb when studying wit my friend they keep suan n suan n suan me cuz i dunno how to press calculator lols...funny la...today after sch went to tampines wit my friend they wanna go swatch actually wanna go jogging but nv ...den after that go sengkang's starbuck slack awhile den home sweet home...kinda tired today...but tml will be more tired.. mrn gt quiz after sch gt bike prac after bike prac mayb go jogging or go my friend house?will see how again...

my friend today ask mi after this pack of cigar i gonna acc him quit smoking liao rite...i say ya cuz few days ago i said i wanna quit aso...n i just finished it wth... so tml i will stop smoking 1st dun buy ...is stop not quit ar must trail 1st see can take it anot LOLS...

2009-01-05T11:08:00.000-08:00

woohoo start sch liao...lols... as usual was late...damn late...go in mark attendant ... this is my sec or third time go that lesson... some of my past fypmate said they 1st time see mi for that lesson LOLS... my class include mi gt 3 smoker...but one of them gonna quit soon..wah...sian think sooner or later i aso...no more smoking kaki...aso gd la can cut down... nowadays is healthy lifestyle trend lols...after sch went home zz...till 10+ my poly friend called mi to go out la kopi wth... was like so sudden.. as usual tok cock onli zzz...woohoo soon i gonna graduate liao sian1.2 ...3 year of poly past reali fast...is time to find job for holiday...

ystd went malaysia... the new custom was nice look like airport but the way to city square is Zzz..can faint...my 1st time doing foot massage was a funny experience... feeling scare at 1st hope he can faster do finish lols...i was laughing throughout ...actually massage is shiok .... will try again next time... =)...

looking for 幸福不灭 mtv but cant zzz but this song damn nice lols...

2009-01-03T11:00:00.000-08:00

wah..now is 2009 already..this year fireworks is nice...i like the ending part ....n soon i gonna graduate ...den going for ns...everything seems so near to mi now... kinda mixed feeling dunno gd or bad... future is like so ... nth to describe ... perhaps just carry on wat i m doin...

went for my 1st prac for 2a...was damn shiok la... but aso pai seh la cuz due to smthg LOLS...the bike is so damn fking heavy la... but the speed and sound satisfy mi... love it... =)

2008-12-28T06:42:00.000-08:00

well is time to blog...if not my blog gonna have lots of spider web... went back malaysia for the 1st week of holiday was damn sian la...but healthy lifestyle slp damn early wake up early...LOLs...eat my favourite noodle there wahhaha...i eat it everyday at least 1..driving ard my hometown...was like most of the things there are still de same...nth change...but the gd things was the road there is much better den last time...the weather is stil the same hot hot hot...wth cannot tahan 1...went to kl b4 coming back to sg...still de same aso... 2nd week of the holiday was like damn sian la... went out use pc den slp...continously for 1 week...go out till i broke...wth...but bo bian who ask mi to go out everytime..zzz...n finally i took my hp for service cuz it alway hang n cant detect my mmc card...damn sian la... now using my old n fast low batt hp lOL... gonna slp early need to go medical checkup tml...

2008-12-08T00:30:00.000-08:00

was sick for the past few days...wth... mc for 3 days ...power man...common test is just tml...ystd just started to study abit wit my friend... but gd la...i usually like to study before the test day...now gt improvement 2days in advance..lols... last sem need to get better grade to make my cert look nicer...ystd was like learning how to press calculator...wtf la my friend they all suan mi like nobody business..i 4gt everything n my friend taught mi LOLS but i kept press wrong wth... dunno y i become so dumb...3 paper in total... tml gt 1.. thur gt 1... and fri is the last den 2 weeks holiday wahhahaa...but goin back malaysia on the 1st week den 2nd week mayb start work? no idea aso wait for them to call...friday is aso a nice day... celebrating my friend bday and i can enrol class2a ...finally man...count down LOLS...

2008-11-26T09:51:00.000-08:00

have a quiz today... didnt reali study in the end dunno how to do...i leave blanks.. is the 1st time sia...due to too tired n lazy to think ... just hand in... damn shag la...because of the stupid quiz... i wanna adjust my time back sia... to have a regular slping time...if not sure jia lat...body like gonna spoil ...zzzz....hopefully i can cut down smoking... i dun wish it to be part of my life anymore but sometime no choice i still need to depend on it... life is bored...waiting for 2 more weeks to go but common test is coming wth...is reali sian la...time files but i nv reali study...had to get serious n start studying...zzz...

2008-11-23T08:40:00.000-08:00

actually i dunno wat to blog ... but just came here to waste my time la.. there is a quiz tml but i nv study cuz kinda lazy la...just hope my tikan tikan can help mi LOLS...finally i bought my necklace for my amulet...nowaday was like spending damn lot la...and tml i goin interview at someplace at somewhere lOls...at least i wan some money coming in den keep rolling out...sometime i reali dunno wat i shld do... accelerate? stay constant or slow down...wth... is like stopping mi la...

2008-11-21T13:47:00.000-08:00

happy bday to sean n kenneth

life is reali bored..there is nth much u can do in sg... i started to think again...even though i buy a bike...as time goes by i will be sian of it... zzz ... i nv had a thing that i wun sian ...lol but i already noe wat i wanna change for the bike i wanna buy zzz...considering whether wanna go ikea work but is reali far la at wth or goin back to work but i just feel like working my supervisor but the pay Zzz... . just see how lor... i will definitely need a job if i buy a vroom...i think i just spend a few hour reading pple's blog..zzz...hope everything goes well for ... zzzz... tml is sat where will i be to waste my bloody time n money...

suddenly veri emo...due to smthg...after smoking still emo....l m just ..................

2008-11-18T11:07:00.000-08:00

is a miracle that i went to sch on time today wahhaha... guai sia..but i was not paying attention to the lecture wth...lols... was like chit chatting...sian la... was like so hyperactive today...disturbing every1 include lecturer LOLS...dunno y aso la.. dun care.. today nearly accident... when i was on my friend's bike... we were heading straight n this driver without checking mirror n blind spot he just turn out to our way...my friend horn at him but he still continue to move on...but reali lucky that he nv bang cuz is just damn near... if bang my leg sure gone case n i wun be home today... the gap was like just nice for my friend to faster chiong forward...my friend and i was like so damn hot la...n he was still talking on the phone n drive WTF... didnt apologise and nth... wat a fucker...

2008-11-16T10:32:00.000-08:00

life is so damn boring la...nth to do...just go out...even go out is aso boring...suddenly feel like work again... is too sian...n aso broke...might as well go work... finding job now... was trying my friend bike just now...was like wah...so long nv ride..after riding damn shiok la...my s4 is waiting for mi...vroom vroom...

2008-11-14T15:37:00.000-08:00

skip lesson again...just went for the quiz today...was so bloody du lan la...knn...4get to bring my tutorial 1 ans sheet cuz is a open book quiz... and the qn all come from tutorial...was like damn pissed la...cb... sure fail till jia lat jia lat .. fuck sia...wth m i doing nowadays?....zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-11-13T09:20:00.000-08:00

wat the toot...skip class today...this entire week is like either skip or late for class...zzz a veri bad habit...next week muz try to go on time la...i realise that actually lecture is quite useful but aso muz depend on the lecturer...if the way he talk is like making us to fall asleep den GD GAME lols... that lecture can dun attend...but lucky that this sem lecturer all not bad...except for sem 5 ..cuz i nv attend the lecture b4...lols... i either skip or just mark attend den leave liao i wonder how m i going to take the quiz next next week zzz... finally bought my pathetic ear piece...zzz... saw a super4 with a damn nice mirror was like so tempted to buy sia..wth...i told my friend... if i buy super4 i sure buy that mirror if not i dun ride lOLS...jk onli la...zzz i had a lousy pc n a bad stomach wth...my pc alway dc for no reason...wth sia... everything is like so bad ...zzzzzz

1 month to 2a=)

2008-11-12T09:39:00.000-08:00

zzz... nowday not feeling well...either headache or stomache...wth...wat's wrong wit mi sia...zzz... dad bought mi a new matress...i asked him y suddenly buy new 1...he say better...but when i slp my whole body ache...cuz is too hard...wth...zzz..but thx anyway...is not cheap sia...300... i rather he give mi the money lOLS... something weird happened ystd...when i goin to slp... i heard some pple knocking the door... i was thinking of something den suddenly gt this sound was stunt for a moment den just dun care n Zzz... just told my dad he say mayb is my mum but my mum say she nv...was like wth...nvm la...take it as i think too much...zzz...i think i shld buy a stupid ear piece den buying a ipod nano...zzz...

說好的幸福呢

2008-11-10T11:52:00.000-08:00

was so busy busy busy....so many report report report and quiz quiz quiz..wth... everyweek sure gt report to do...sibei sian....year 3 is kinda slack during lesson but lots of work to do ...wth... sian liao that y nowaday keep skipping class zzz...n i am damn broke la can declare bankrupt... my acc balance 1st time get to the lowest amount of 1.10 sibei pathetic n the minimum amount u must have in bank is $1...which mean i gt 0.10 more ...zzz.... need to save save save... n slp slp slp early....

2008-11-04T10:44:00.000-08:00

wah...finally...just rushed finish my ppt slide for tml presentation...wth..was stucked for so long...didnt noe how to continue...this week is reali hectic... so many things need to do.. think i did a bad ppt slide..but hopefully it goes well tml...n the thing i hate most is to wear formal tml...zzz... time and money is not enough...wth...

2008-10-29T10:01:00.001-07:00

wat the fish man...kinda sian n stress sia...just had a quiz this mrn... was like zzz...somehow i noe abit but sure die 1...gt 2 report need to hand in one is by tml which i just did it...n the other i 4gotten when must hand in..zzz... next week presentation...must wear FORMAL..wth... sure die 1 la... suddenly alot of things to do...reali gt no time...now nv work aso..no money ...sibei jia lat... zzz....i gt nothing but a life LOLS...

2008-10-12T09:49:00.000-07:00

weekends past so fast....there is sch tml... lesson start at 10...but i gonna be late...kinda lazy to wake up so early...zz..this week seems like malaysia week...had been going there for 3times ...zzz...kinda sian... ystd acc gu go buy psp...den the shop's manager asked whether we wanna work...but we cant...den he keep saying i can work zzz but i say dun wa...den when the manager is not ard cuz he go get psp for gu ...gt 1 couple asked mi whether gt dunno wat hp la...den i just replied i m not a worker here..den they were pai seh just walked away...was like LOls...zzz sian diao...etc etc etc ....

kinda lazy to type la...just stop here...go ZZZzzz....nITEXXXxxxxxxzzzz

2008-10-09T08:37:00.000-07:00

woohoo...this week is gonna over soon...1 more day to weekend...wahahha...nowaday veri guai...went sch on time...but i think onli for the 1st week la..after sch went malaysia...went there sing k... there it is called neway... heard from them is from hk..the singing room not bad...zzz... need to renew my passport by end of this month...if not no need to go malaysia ...SIAN LA...was watching the four... nice sia...

2008-10-08T04:14:00.000-07:00

back in sg... ystd reached sg ard 6 ...den drop off at newton n we took mrt home ...zzz..back was pain due to sunburn..my shoulder n leg are red like tomato ... zzz...

trip to tioman..we took bus to tanjong gemuk ferry terminal... den took a ferry there... journey from sg to ferry terminal = 2hours... journey from ferry terminal to tioman = 1 n 1/2hours... the resort there not bad... the best thing there are duty free LOLS....S m o k e n d r i n k like toot sia...was so relaxing...veri shiok...1st day was like doing nothing... just explore the place... 2nd day went for snorkeling in the mrn den afternoon went for swimming zzz...actually there are nothing much...that y 3days 2 night is more den enough..the next trip i am aiming for is redang island..

went sch today...was rather boring... zzz...is a waste of time...

2008-10-04T02:07:00.000-07:00

going tioman tml..lols...not reali excited.. infact feel quite sian.. mayb due to sch starting next week... nowaday was watching the four...is about constable solving case to mi is nice... waiting for ep10 to come out zzz... wols sia...was reali bored to stay at home.. but wanna go out aso no place to go..zz..

2008-09-29T12:50:00.000-07:00

zzz...wth... sch starting next monday...i m goin malaysia on this sun n return on tue...so zhun sia... year 3 start 1 week before the sch term...wtf... guess is a must to skip sch...time table was alright except for thursday... start at 8 end at 4...wth...sIAn...i think i can plan which lesson to skip LOLS....it will be the last sem of my sch...zzz...until now i m still wondering... wat shld i do after ns?zzz...

2008-09-28T10:28:00.000-07:00

went to watch f1 today...was so damn crowded...wth... i rather stay at home n watch tv ...zzz... but was nice n shiok la... holiday is so so so boring...damn sian la...going malaysia next week..wahaha...time to relax...

2008-09-21T11:13:00.000-07:00

finally i can enjoy my holiday...after 4 months...friday was my last day... went to turf city, eat steam boat with my colleagues...den after that we headed down to cathay to watch movie...3more weeks before sch start..was like wat shld i do for the 3week?...siansiansiansian... just finished watching moonlight resonance...that show is best... suddenly gt a strange feeling... which is miss somebody ... mayb think too much ...lols...

2008-09-14T13:44:00.000-07:00

working tml yet i haven slp... cuz i cant slp ...wth...now is 5am...if i slp now i sure wun be able to wake up tml...so the best is to stay awake...n gd luck for mi tml...sure like a dead person... zzz... by right i not need to work...but dunno y i so extra say can help... den extend 1 more week...i make rash decision...which suX la...sometime reali stupid...
friday was a damn pissed off day...was issuing project's part...i need to tally wit miv which is a piece of paper to let the pple who collect part to sign..was like is damn messy la... qty was wrong...n i could not check unless my so call supervisor print tat stupid paper...i ask him to print he say he cannot print..cb was bull shit .... actually i noe he lazy to separate the module n he wanna print 1 shot... which is more ma fan for mi but easy for him...so in the end anything wrong... i was the 1 being blame...later still need to issue part sure die...zzz...

this song nice

2008-09-07T10:01:00.000-07:00

this will be my last week of work...after that...no need to wake up early ..wahahaha..seriously i wanna go some country for holidays...but zzz...money is reali a problem....zzz...i reali spend alot... all that i earned was gone.... no idea where...zzz...still have to save for my vroom vroom....countdown 3 more months ...gonna slp early n wake up early for my last week ...

2008-08-30T09:55:00.000-07:00

the last post for this month...lols...was busy working ...and aso just recoverd from sore throat n flu...life in that company was ZZzzz...but not bad la...i still gt 2 friend there..but now left with 1...one by one leaving...i m the last 1...count down 2 more weeks n i can gain back my holiday...i dun wish to extend ... is reali bored to stay there for too long...friday there was auditing... felt that being an auditor was gd...pay aso gd... but work mayb abit sian aso...have to see so many figure of numbers...

i think the thing i need most was determination...cuz i m a super lazy person...LOls...hope can get rid of that bad habit..

2008-08-19T09:19:00.000-07:00

zzz... except for ystd... i will be working ot till friday... everyday mrn till night...zzz..damn damn damn busy la...can die.. freaking load of stuff... but is gd la... i can see how i can do n manage my time to complete the task...training is progress...lols... smthg weird happened ystd...think mayb i think too much... when i was bathing i heard my sis called mi...but nv say much...just call cj ...den when i went out i ask her u call mi for wat...she say..she nv...my mum was wit her...n my mum say she nv call mi...was like LOL...think too tired liao...

3months

2008-08-17T09:13:00.000-07:00

friday was the last day of my iap...i didnt felt happy because i still have to work for another as a part timer...wth...but lucky was 2 of my friend aso staying ... that's gd... at least i still gt friends to talk cock n disturb..but bad thing was... 1 staying for another 2 weeks and the other 1 staying for the other 3 weeks...was like Zzzz...one by one leaving n i m the last 1...sure bored...

zzz

2008-08-12T09:23:00.000-07:00

was shag shag shag...shit work is damn sux... i been doin it over n over again...sometime reali damn fcuking pissed off ...cuz i noe the reason y i have to do is because my so call "supervisior" was lazy to do..damn fcuk la den sometime i did smthg wrong den blame mi when he is the 1 who ask mi to do as in " busy doin other things"...sometime reali du lan ...but no choice after all is just for a P or F grade...in life we reali dun have much choices...

life is still meaningless after so many things happened...

2008-08-10T09:39:00.000-07:00

zzz...time is not enough for mi ... this week will be the last week of iap...friday jut went to eat sakae sushi wit my colleague...was nice.. but after that was bored la...no program...was reali bored... zz...suddenly gt the urge of putting tattoo dunno y aso...but wun la...waste money onli... zzz... my life is so ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...

2008-08-07T07:08:00.000-07:00

a boring day...bad news for mi , monday still have to work...zzz...sian1.2...working at other department today....help in filing...compare to that time..this time consider little...but was still de same tedious...zzz...smthg weird happened again at that department... there is a empty desk and drawer with nth inside n nobody sitting so i decided to sit there to do my filing ...last time when i sit there...i rmb the drawer will open by itself for no reason...i saw the drawer was closed this time but i just say today the drawer nv open by itself...after awhile after doing some filing ,the drawer reali open by itself...was like lols... i close it back... but after a while i saw it open by itself ...it come out slowly...was like weeweee..lucky thing is it nv close back by itself..if not i sure sian1.2...lols...

2008-08-04T07:56:00.000-07:00

work as usual...was late by 6 min... lols...sian la.... i have quite alot of fun wit my friend there...keep di di siao siao... n playing ard...lOls... suddenly have a feeling today... smthg bad happening...hope i was thinking too much ...

2008-08-03T08:52:00.001-07:00

time passed so fast...now is august...2 more week my attachment is goin to end... song sia..but i have to stay there for 1 month...from iap convert to part timer ...zzz... was working ot for the past few days.... time passed fast when working ot...veri shiok sia...but aso veri shag...smoke more den usual....sososososo tired... but cut down on weekend lols...

life is nv fair for the poor...

suay

2008-07-27T09:23:00.000-07:00

this 1 week was suay...many things happened... mood was bad... but somehow still have to be gd...it is reali sux...hao xin hui you hao bao?...i dunno whether its true... zzz....will try to get over soon...

Tired tired tired

2008-07-22T09:25:00.000-07:00

slpt quite late ystd...watching movie and playing viwawa...LOL...damn sian...went work as usual...after work met sk for sq bday celebration...acc sk went her house to take present ...but i wait at her house downstair...den went back mrt station to meet yan...we bought spring chicken for dinner loLs...went to sq house n give her surprise...lols... dennise help to "bluff" her home LOLS.. was tired tired tired...that's y so much crappy stuff and i aso dunno wat m i talking abt LOLs...slack at her house for awhile den home sweet home....now den i noe dennise use to stay near my house lols..if not we can be neighbour..

no matter wat conflict or wateva thing..i dun wanna bother...is not that i selfish dun care abt friend...is just that i dun wanna side anybody when i dunno anything...so is to be fair to any1...

2008-07-20T08:41:00.000-07:00

sian sian sian... i did nth n the time passed so fast...wth...tml is monday n aso new week of working zzz ...SIAN....SAI KANG TIME again... zzz... no choice... no work = no money = no fun... zzz...finally friend got his car today...weewee cool man...is time for another gathering haha...

hais..... its sux....

2008-07-18T13:44:00.000-07:00

finally today finished doing all the sai kang...and went back to my original place..zzz...so damn tiring today... was having headache...dunno y aso...met somebody to go town n aso that somebody owe mi a meal but somebody denied...so i gt nth to say lOLs... celebrate bday for my friend...ate steamboat was like zzz..i hate eating steamboat ...cuz i wun full but will sian...keep eating the same thing...tml celebration aso eating steamboat...wat the toot sia...dunno y suddenly so many pple like to eat steamboat...zz...

2008-07-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

evo

woohoo...had a free lunch today...cuz today was manager's bday...gt kfc gt pizza n cake...was damn pai seh la when i was invited to the bday party...cuz i dunno them well aso...den they tell mi that they had invited the whole store stuff including my partner so i say errr ok..my partner n i was like so pai seh sia LOLS....i damn suay sia...my name kena make fun by most of them...including manager ...wth... lols...zzz...after working there i gt quite a few new nick...zzz...went smoke wit my so call supervisor...asked him y nv buy car den he told mi just sold away due to some reason...his car was evo7 weewee...nice car la...but my dream car is evo9..like both bike n car but will prefer bike more =)....zzz fri n satwill be celebrating friend bday...was like die liao... sure spend alot...zzz no money = no life ....

2008-07-16T08:43:00.000-07:00

wat the toot sia... i slp too little felt so tired...i slp too much i will headache ...think my body system spoil liao lols.... now so headache...dunno y aso... work till can die sia...i dunno y every job i work...i sure will transfer to other outlet or department...was like zzz.... attachment for 2month i work for 3 department...like damn cheap labour... ask mi do this do that... all is sai kang... cannot ta han...but still alright... nobody guai lan...things that i like is time passed veri fast..so veri gd..but bad thing is after my attachment will mayb stay there work as part timer lols...zzzz still considering...

a bloody suay day

2008-07-14T06:16:00.000-07:00

was so suay today...zzz.1st thing was work ...kena say abt late thingy..sian1.2... den 2nd thing was a crazy uncle in bus...shouting so loud... 3rd thing is quarrel wit a childish fuc#er ...starting was damn pissed off so i just scold him... after that i noe the reason y he wanna purposely did it so i stopped and just laugh at wateva he say ...or just ans ya lor ya lor i aso think so just to make him more irritated...how old is he already still must be like that..i cant ustd y he like to show out how gd he was...i dun give a fu#k aso la...so just fuc# off la...

2008-07-13T09:35:00.000-07:00

wooh...time reali pass veri fast...week after week...ystd went to ms to buy jh bday present wit kenny and aso find seany ... we gt no idea wat to buy for him... the onli thing i rmb was... he likes to wear dcp shirt...so decided to buy one shirt from the shop n 2 renoma boxer haha...was so funny la....but frankly speaking i reali dislike to do alot of things like... buy present for others, organise event, make decision n etc...mayb too lazy to think .. lols... after that went to visit yf...the 1st time i stayed there for so long ... like keep chatting n disturbing haha... the baby was cute ... sean came to find us after work...yf house is like a chat room for us...everybody go there to visit her n at the same time tok cock session lols...1st time chatting wit her husband cuz normally i wun reali talk too much or ask too much when there are adults like pple's parents ..i sure veri quiet...cuz dunno wat to say or talk abt la..is like quite pai seh aso...that y i need 2 learn to communicate more... pple tat i not reali close wit aso de same...i wun talk much to them.. will onli tok alot wit those i m close wit...cuz dunno how the person is ma...skali say wrong things i aso dunno...so is better to be quiet den sorry loLS.... stay at sean's house ystd... we both noe that we are from different world but yet we still can be like gd buddy so is quite nan de...woke up at ard 10plus or 11? den follow him to rp n see them film...was like not my cup of tea... cuz i cant act , sing or dance...was like kinda shame la noe nth haha... i xing shang their talent cuz at least they are gd in smthg...now den i realise that some people have the same thing that we like... like kenny , we like to eat subway melt n onli add lettuce and cucumber... den di... like to drink strawberry red tea and green apple tea...is like wah so coincidence...hardly meet up wit them so didn't realise it...
gd thing that i wit sean they all is i will control smoking... cuz dun like to smoke infront of them...n aso dun wan them to be like that...

2008-07-11T10:45:00.001-07:00

was late for the entire week...dunno y aso...just cant slp...is like there are smthg that keeps bothering mi ..but i just dunno wat is it..lols...

stop jogging for two weeks already...soon is time to start jogging again... gonna start exercising...b4 becoming too lazy...cuz i m a lazy person lols....

2008-07-07T07:41:00.000-07:00

was late for work today...due to my leg and too tired ... zz but after awhile still okay...was so damn busy , hardly gt the time to rest...so my partner n mi is like keep disturbing each other...lols...surf net today to find the price for the bike was like LOLS...stunt... i think sure need reloan... 5 month sure cannot save so much ...wth... kinda disappointed ...last year before taking bike license intend to save money until now i think i spend most of the money... i reali wonder how i spend my money...time is running out...

2008-07-06T11:08:00.000-07:00

cant get to slp... so decided to blog...my mind is running with some stupid stuff..dunno y so random... was thinking that if i gt a simple mind mayb lots of thing wun happened... suddenly like no mood...zzz...lols...shld i decide my own or let fate decide?...is damn confusing...

mc day 2

2008-07-01T08:55:00.000-07:00

my 2 dream bike

hayabusa

r1

my target bike for now = superfour

lols... ystd my foot reali damn pain ZZzzz...felt like cutting it away...but today i woke up i felt much better as compare to ystd...was like wah...shiok sia...but after awhile pain..zzzz.sian1.2.... went ica today to trasnfer my re-entry permit wit my friend den saw one of my poly friend there..was like so coincidence...haha...he told mi he changed bike liao..was like sian liao...sad sia... one change from phamton to superfour , den he change from superfour to r6...every1 was asking when is my turn?????i m aso asking myself ...WHEN???? zzzz...went to vivo wit my friend acc him to buy new belt...but so sad...cant find any belt that he like...after that we went imm...was like changed quite alot...den went home from there....

sometime i reali dunno how i think..i felt that gt a bike is gd but sometime i think that taking public transport is better...lols...

2008-06-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

nv go work today cuz still pain...lucky my mum ask mi to see doctor if not i sure lazy ,i will just think aiya just small thing a few days will recover...but now is damn red n swollen... damn bloody pain... doctor said my foot is infected n slowly it will spread to my leg...was like wah... if spread till my upper leg and it causes pain i will need to go hospital ...1st thing come to my mind dun tell mi they will amputate my leg...lols...i didnt ask cuz i dun wanna noe ... i believe it will recover ...