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Friday, November 19, 2010

is over? i guess is time to bid gd bye to this relationship...ya is kinda short 3 months..but to me i feel longer den 3 months n is not just 3months..but is kinda hard but stillhave to get over it... i can still rmb what she said to me...at first she was scared..cuz she feel very attached to me...when i was travelling the way which is the same as my camp she said this... i will count down wit u...and she said she like my serious face...all this touches my heart... i feel so happy and fortunate to have her...but i m just not good enough for her... i think i shld not be in any more rls..is reali hard for them... pple wit me will be suffer for nth... i just the same nv change.. its hurts but no choice i just sucks... crying wun make things better either ... shld have save some leave...at least stil can go travel ...
morale of story...a jealous person dont fit to be in a relationship..it causes more hurt den happy moment...

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Thursday, November 18, 2010

just as i thought everything will be fine... but i m wrong... haha jealousy seriously wun helps in relationship.... it only make it worst... this sucks... i hate to be like this.. but i just do anything to it.. haha and ya since i said is ok to go and she realli wanna go wit him alone den so be it.. i kinda tired of saying... just keep it la.... no point keep having arguemnt wit all those unnecssary shit..zzz

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Wednesday, November 17, 2010

i m feeling emo now... till i feel like crying? haha... ergh.... this is damn shitty...
i was kinda bad mood in the mrn...omg i was so damn nervous as i gonna meet her parent today... i keep thinking like what shld i get for them n all ... i m also damn tired and headache...so in the end we quarrel in the mrn...
when i woke up..she was kinda 'dunno' feeling ?...n so there goes part 2... den when we meet starting was ok...but until i reali stress abt what tobuy and she keep telling me stuff that adding to my mind abt it... keep thinking abt all the things...make me seriously ergh....having the fk it feeling...but after awhile is ok...actually there are alot of things in my mind.. i wanna talk to her str but i dont wanna spoil the dinner thing? ...haha... ya i think i just had to bear wit whateva she like to do....
in short i just suck...haha

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Sunday, November 14, 2010

Privacy? Own space? What the hell is that? Haha starting say don't wanna have any space... Den now? All these shit come out... Telling me online only...
Ya I know why cuz in real u can delete it easier and not letting me know ... Since all along u all had been contacting n u r hiding from me so I will just continue to be mute I don't know how long I can be... Hopefully as long as possible den

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i m feeling shitty... so all along they had been contacting and i dont know?.. like a dumb ass right ... kinda pissed .. but i not gonna say... i just have to learn to take that.. and i know so little abt her... was stuck by a qn asked... haha... and ya i just simply cant make it...

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